Today was a great day, but I guess there won't be much sleeping in from now on. Stephan gets up around 6:30 or 7, and that's it. I have to get up. Oh well, it's alright. I get to have a longer day. I spent the day at the trailer scrubbing grease again. It was good tho. I don't know why, but I enjoy cleaning, and there nobody bugs me or anything. They just let me go and do my thing. Sometimes they call me to go for a smoke break with them, and that's alright, but I try to limit my contact with them. Dian isn't too bad, but Ed usually is drinking vodka, and he really has a filthy mouth that I can only take so long. He see I don't see any humour in it, especially when it's in front of his wife. He's kinda disgusting at times, but I know it's some sort of act to cover up who he really is. At times he can be so nice, but most of the time he's just a jerk. Anyway, that's their problem. I'm only there to help them out and make some money. Comming home now is really good now. I look foreward to it. When I got home Sheldon had gotten Stephan some toys. That's really good. The poor kid never had anything to play with and I felt bad because I don't have anything. This morning he was causing trouble because he was getting into everything, and then he was hollering. I ended up giving him some quiet time in his room. Quiet my ass. He was hollering and crying. I can tell that Shedon doesn't know much about discipline. He really doesn't know much about handling kids. I guess in that way I can help him. I'm pretty good with kids, so I think God made the right choice by bringing us together. I just finished getting mad at Shedon tho. Last time when he was here, I kept my distance from him. His wife and him had just broken up, and everything was drama. We talked about that yesterday, and he said, "Oh yea, I'm going to just focus on Stephan and live my life." But for the last hour and a half he was on facebook with a bunch of people that are involved with Christine( That's his ex name) Then when I'm on the computer he gets on the phone beside me doing the same thing. I gave him shit because I told him yesterday I didn't want that drama going on here. He really doesn't see things right when it comes to her. He's trying to use the kid as a way of contrling things, but he can't seem to see it that way. I can see he's going to be trying at times. So far I'm handling it well, but I can see some things that we may have to talk about. He's a good guy, but just a bit messed up in the head. He likes talking and asking me all kinds of questions when I'm on the computer journaling. Mayby I'm a bit fussy, but I need some things to be certain ways. I like my time journaling, and it's hard concentrating with someone yaking about things I really don't care about. Oh well, at least it's far better than with Tim. Tonight Shedon had Dinner ready for me. That was great. Normally I don't eat much by myself, so this is good. Some days I hardly eat anything, so at least I'm getting at least one good meal now. I need to remember to be thankful and not let these differances get in the way. Things are going to be much better, but we both need to work at it. Sounds like I'm in a relationship or something. The odd couple. Anyway, Stephans out for the night. Fell asleep on the floor, so I put him on the couch for a bit, and then put him to bed. I'm going to have to get to bed soon because 6:30 comes fast. Thank you Lord for all of this. Thank you for directing my life in a good way, and please help me to learn the things I need to learn so I can be of good use to both Stephan, and Sheldon. Amen.