Had a nice day today at the trailer, and I'm nice and tired out. It was strange waking up to the sound of Stephan, but nice. I really like this set up so far. It nice having people here with me. It like a home more now, and it makes me happy. Jimmy's not sure what to think of Stephan yet. He comes out a bit, but hides sometimes. He'll be alright tho. The trailer was a lot of cleaning, and I still have more. Mostly I'm scrubbing grease build up from the whole place. It's kind of messy, but I enjoy cleaning. It's like painting. The results really seem to satisfy me, and I feel good when I'm a little sore from it. Ed and Dian were out there. Ed was drinking his Vodka as usual. He seems to drink most of the time now, but they have stopped smoking crack, and that's good. Their both nuts. Their too old to have a trailer to look after. Everything they say, " Tomorow." That's good for me tho, because they really need somebody, and that's me. Everything seems to be going very well now for me. I have Sheldon here, which will cut my rent in half. My medication for my depression is working well. I feel so much better now, but I won't forget how bad that was going through. It's really nasty when your thoughts turn completly negative. I never want to go there again, and to think that I lived that way for so many years not knowing it. No wonder most of my life seemed so nuts most of the time. It was so nice comming home today. I was a little aprehensive that the place would be in a mess, but I was surprised. It was quiet, and everything was clean. I think Sheldon had the vacum out. They were both in bed, so it was really nice. I got to have a bath, something to eat, and go on the computer without anything going on. That was a real bonus. I like having my quiet time to myself. I'm sure it won't always be that way, but I'm enjying it while it's here. Jimmy likes it too. He gets his cuddling, kisses and pats. He's a real buddy. Now I wish I had the T.V. We talked about getting that later. I told Sheldon, as long as he pays half we can get whatever he wants. I let him use the computer on the guest thing. I know that Sheldon isn't into porn, so I don't mind him on it. It's a really nice differance from when Tim was here. Timk was an alright person, but he had some problems. His porn addiction really bothered me a lot, and his being sneaky about drugs all the time played on my mind all the time. With Sheldon I don't need to worry about that stuff. I know it's early, but I feel very comfortable with him here. Anyway, going to find something else to do for a bit, and then go to bed. Thank you so much Lord for all that you have done for me. I feel pretty satisfied, and content. Thank you so much. Amen