I am so happy now that I sent that E-mail to the wrong address. Before I knew that I had done that, I did feel a little bad for doing it. i was a little angry, and hurt( I still hate admiting that I get hurt over silly things like this) and I wanted to let her know how wrong she was, but I have to remember that she has some problems too. I knew that when I met her. She's had three failed marriages, and countless relationships that ended badly. She has enough hurt already without me adding to it. If I really care about her, I should be wishing her all the best, after all, didn't I want her to be happy? Sometimes things just don't go the way we want, and we have to let it go. Life is sometimes hard that way. When we hurt, we want to hurt back, but that's not the right way. Best thing to do is let it go, and wish her all the best. I can see that it most likely won't work out. Hasn't over the past twenty years. If only she would beleive in herself, and allow herself to have better, but that's not for me to decide. It's kinda sad when you start to care about people, and for some reason they go the oposite way. Anyway, I'm happy that she didn't get that E-mail. God must have had a hand in this one. It was just a fluke that I put the wrong thing on the address, but I'm happy now. At the time I felt I had a right to express myself, and let her know how I felt, but all it would have done was hurt her, and make her angry. I don't want to do that. I want her to remember me for the good things I did. Thank you Lord, for interveining for my foolishness. This wasn't your will, it was my own as a result of my emotions going a little wild. Thank you. Amen.