Today went well. Work seems so strange. It's so easy. I';m used to working my butt off most times, but with this job, you just do your work, act polite, and everything is honkey dorey. It's alright. I would like something a bit more chalenging, but for now with keeping sober it's good. In the past I used to try to get sober and push the hell out of myself, and at some point I would just say enough, and want time out. I think with this job I can just be a regular Joe Blow, and do my recovery. I went to the gym after work. Had a sauna, and went in the hot tub for awhile. Thats always nice. This place is open Christmas, so at least I can go there too. They have a meeting at Park street thats open on that day too, so I can go there. They'll have food and stuff. So I won't be at home feeling sorry for myself, and wishing I were with my kids, and how much I fucked up my life, and every other thing I ever had. Oh well ! Going to the C.A. meeting tonight. Going to give it another shot. There's usually better people on Fridays, so well see. I'm going to go over and see Dillon to now. He phoned about ten last night. I wasn't going to answer because I was in bed, almost asleep. It's good that he calls tho. He's trying to do what sponsors should do. Most times you get some sponsor that never picks up the phone themselves. I appreciate Dillon for that. I feel a little sore today from the workout yesterday. I kept it lite, but I still feel tender now. That's alright. It's a good sore. Been treating myself good lately. Not worrying about spending money either. It'is good being able to do things without worry. Who knows, mayby I'll start working on getting my licence back. That would be so good. To just drive when I want. In the summer, I love driving in the country. Haven't been able to do that for some time. Well see. Thank you, Lord, for another day sober.