Today ended really nicely. I came home having that, "What to do", feeling. It's early when I get here, and I want right away to be around recovery things, but I can't. So I take a bath, which I like, and most likely need, because I'm still a little sore, and I stand all day. i don't feel like talking to Tim much, because he's not into recovery. He still talks foolish a lot, so I just don't bother. We do talk sometimes, but only around certain things. I don't look at him as a freind because I know he wants to use. Anyway, afterwards he asked if I wanted to go to the church dinner. I said alright, and I thought from there I'll go to the A.A. meeting. I changed my mind and went to the C.A. meeting instead because it was closer to home. I never really liked C.A. and I guess I've been prejudiced about it. Anyway, I had a real good time. They were fun. We talked some good stuff, but we had some fun to. It was nice to smile and laugh. I came out feeling very good and peaceful. Since it's close, and I have to get up early, I think I'm going to go to it a few times. I'm still not sure about the people. There doesn't seem to be a lot of sobriety there, but it still is to do with recovery. I can go to A.A. too. Anyway, I feel good. The day has been good. I kept clean, did my work well, ate extremly well(Burp)(Fart), and I got to a meeting, and had some fun. Thank you God. Good night.
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funny.......good for you.