Well, today was much, much better. I've been eating like a pig the past few days. I seem to be always hungry. I guess my body needs it, that's for sure. Even at work I had a huge lunch, even tho I was full. The chef even joked that everytime he sees me I'm chewing something. I feel much stronger too. My manager said the coulor is comming back into my face. I guess I really was a very sick boy. I'm kinda proud of myself for getting through that shit. Now the hard part is keeping it that way. Actually it's much easier staying clean. What a crazy thing addiction is, that we go back to it after so much. I hope not this time. At least for today, I know I'm not using. Thank you Lord.