I feel terible today. I don't feel myself the last couple of days. I'm angry and depressed. I felt so bad at work that I cried. I miss G very much right now. Not sure if it's because of withdrawel from the pain medication or what. I deleted her as a freind and wrote things that perhaps I shouldn't have. I'm sorry about it now. I heard before that you shouldn't make decisions during withdrawel. I guess this is why. She having a hard time to. She's quiting smoking which I know is also hard, and i know she's not feeling the best. i am so sorry about everything right now, but there doesn't seem to be anything more I can do. Mayby God will. I hope.