Today I really don't feel like doing anything. I do have this one problem running around in my mind. A freind of mine told me that she didn't want to use the word love when we talked anymore. I really don't know what to think of that. I feel good being able to tell people that I love them, and being able to actually love. Why would I ever not want that? I can see that they might be concerned about building false hopes and stuff, but I do think I am looking at things realistically. Perhaps it's their own fears, or inability to feel, or express love. I'm really not sure. It just concerns me that they seem to be really making an effort to not have love even exist between us. I'm really just not sure what's really going on. I've never had this type of situation where a person is actually telling me they don't want to say the word love. I just find this strange. Why does this seem so big an issue. Don't want me saying I love them. Alright. Well then what? If we are freinds, then this seems to be a condition that they are asking of me. Don't use the word love while we are freinds. Just really sounds weird to me, and I'm not sure if I want to be in something where the word love seems to be such an issue.