Today I feel great. Recently I started over with my freinds list. I have a couple of new ons that are very good. seem to be genuienly very careing people. I find that very good. I'm finding this sight very helpful. A lot of times in A.A. i find people, or I seem to be, very distant. I like being able to really connect with what I really have going on inside and I find that I can do that here. I had such a big friends list before, but I decided that I wanted to start fresh this time, and I'm very happy that I did. work went really well. With the long weekend, so many people were of so it was a nice change not being busy. I'm finding that I'm a lot more happy lately, and really enjoying the simple things. I love comming home to Lil Jimmy. He's such a good kitty. He's always so curious, and ready to play or fight. I love seeing the freedom that he has around here. He gets on the counter when I make coffee or something. Just likes to watch everything and makes sure I'm doing things right. I still miss Eno a bit, but I'm sure he's with God and being well cared for. I talked with G the other night. It was hard because she had trouble with the connection, but it was so nice to hear her voice. Made me feel really good. I had not heard her voice for a little while. Funny how little things like that can brighten up things. I really feel at peace with the world right now. I love my God and what he is doing. I feel like I'm really learning to have real faith and trust. Even when I'm working for Bob, I'm very happy. To me it's not work at all. It's more of a night out that I'm doing things. Bob's a good person too. Before I made some wrong judgments about him. I thought he was just a cheap person that used people, but I have found that I was totally wrong. Often he talks with people and offers help. Sometimes we see people bumming money on the street. Instead of offering mony, which most likely will go for dope or drinking, he'll offer to let them do some work for him. I really respect Bob for that. He's doing what they tell us in program. He's been blessed himself, but instead of being greedy, or talking bad about them, he's giving back that which was given him. I think thats pretty cool. Surprisingly tho, most refuse it. They just want the money and not to work. It's a crazy world. We just came back from cleaning a few places. Sometimes the people leave a lot of good stuff behind. Tonight I got a scanner for the computer. Didn't have the plug, but Mr Malooney can probably hook me up with something. I got a couple of nice speakers too. I'm going to see if I can hook them up to the computer. I have speakers now, but they sound tinney. I got a beautiful picture of two baby foxes cuddled up together. Really pretty. I got a brand new suitcase with wheels. I think G will like that. I got a flourescet black light, almost brand new. I put that in the bedroom on G's dressor. So, all in all, today has been good. Got a little cash for it too. Pretty good. Had a good time doing some light work that was fun, got a lot of neat stuff, and got payed for it too. Can't beat that. God, I love you so much. Thank you for keeping me sober, and giving me this wonderful brand new life. I want so much to learn your ways. Please take away any fears that prevent me from doing your will. Thank you, thank you so much. Amen