I reacted on my emotions, and now I feel bad about it. i got angry over a message. I know sometimes when we read things, things can be taken in the wrong context. We don't always know everything that is behind the words. I should have waited until my thoughts were in proper perspective. Anyway, I'm not perfect, and I'm sure this won't be my last mistake. I will make more I know. Hopefully keep learning by them and not repeating them. anyway, my day went very well otherwise. I stayed behind and helped out after work with cleaning the pots. I really don't mind doing it, but it bothers me that they creat such a mess in the first place. I learned in Beaver Foods to work mostly on my own. I found that it was much easier than fighting with people to do things. When I see things that need to be done I like to take care of them before they become a problem. i know that letting things just pile up, eventually it has to be done. Even at home I find that if I take care of messes right away, I'm much more happy. i would rather spend thirty seconds washing up after dinner, than an hour or two at the end of the week. The other day when I was with Bob we went to this place that he wanted to clean to show to potential renters. It was a mess. The sink was overflowing with dishes and stuff. To me, that doesn't make me feel good when I come home. i find that it's nice when things are tidy at home. It makes me feel good. Anyway, I'm really just rambling a bit. Trying to keep my mind ocupied. i do feel bad for getting upset earlier. I really hate getting angry, but I'm human and sometimes we all do it. I think I'm just going to play with Jimmy awhile. He needs some loving too. Hopefully tomorow will be better. G, I am sorry. I reacted badly. I love you.