Wow! Is the apartment ever in a mess. I'm really not used to this amount of disaray, but I'm coping alright. I got the kitchen painted today. One more step to the finished outcome. I've been doing a little more swearing. Mostly when I put things down and can't find them. It's like they magically disappear imediatly. Oh well, I am having some fun with it. I keep thinking how nice it will be to come home to my honey, and have everything nice. Actually it's kind of nice being busy in a possitive way. I think back to how I did absolutly nothing when I was drinking and using. Mostly all I did was think of all the time that was going by and how life seemed so empty. Lately I've been thinking how I haven't felt bored in a long time. With being sober there seems to always be so much to do. Most of the time I feel like there isn't even enough time in the day to do what I want. It's all good tho. Well, I have to get back to painting and making this place nicer for my honey and me. Thank you so much Lord for all you do.