Well, I got through work alright. Actually I felt really good going in today. That extra couple of hours does wonders. It was an easy day to, so that was good. We had all this food left over because a lot of people didn't show up. We have a Tim Hortons outlet that we run, and they had all these donuts, croisants, muffins and other stuff left over that we could take if we wanted. I loaded up about 6 bags of stuff for the Sobriety Center here. I can also take some over to the hostel for the guys. I'm starting to wonder about my sponsor lately. I know now that I picked him for the wrong reasons. I sometimes do things on the spur of the moment without thinking things through. Now I don't have the heart to tell him. he just got out of a treatment center awhile ago, and I think I'm his first sponsee. It just seems that I'm alot more into recovery than he is. He seems a little bit lazy about things. He likes to repeat all the old things you here in meetings, but so far we haven't done anything together. Last week he was supposed to come here to the center to help me with my fourth step, but he couldn't make it. Said he had a cold and was home watching movies. Maybe it's just me, but if I have a cold I still do what I'm supposed to do. If people are depending on me, I'll be there. Anyway, I'm just going to see how things go. Were supposed to meet here Monday night now, so we'll see how it goes.
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Sorry i was so preoccupied with other peoples things yesterday that i did not take the time to read your journal......... you are a good gut james to think of others like the guys at the hostile and those there at the center.. i respect that giving in you........... for i have found that the more we give the more we get in return... whether it be in song someone sings.. or a commercial about those less fortunate that us..... i feel that is an important thing in my life today....... to give more than i think i have........ you know how i feel about you...... and will be there soon...
I agree, it is a very thoughtful thing to do to take the food to the people you think could use it. So many of us seem to be working on step 4 at the same time. I hope tonight works out better for you and you can get it done!