Today I feel really good. The center has been quiet all weekend. It's given me alot of time to just reflect on things. Last night I found myself getting concerned about some things. I was seeing some stuff that others were getting into that I did not think was right. I realised that I was beeing judgmental about it. I find I can do that often. I think I need to just focus on what I need to be doing and let others do their own thing. I realize that we all have our own paths to follow, and they will never be the same. What may work for others, may not necesarily work for me. It all has to do with live and let live.    The guys at my place were at it again. It was quiet when I got home. The sink was full of dishes and beer bottles all over the counter. I really don't mind seeing that stuff. It only reenforces my desire to not drink. I know that now they are broke and will need to scramble to come up with money for whatever. I don't even think they paid their rent on time yesterday. No, nothing about that entices me. I'm very happy with my, so called, boring, humdrum life. I love being free from the depression, suicidal thoughts, fear, terror ext..... Right now I can drink my coffee, and I am truly at peace. Thank you, Lord.