Today was a good day. Got to work on time, and things went well. Last night went to my step study. We were doing step two. We had a really good discusion about it and heard alot of deifferant views on God. I'm haqppy with the God of my understanding. He really provides me with everything that I need. Even at work I see some changes. Things that I would have fused about in the old days, I am now able to put it aside. These were things that I used to do that put people down. I don't have to do it now, but it is hard. My head starts telling me all kinds of shit, what I should say or do, but when I ride it out, everything works out and I don't have to creat a problem. Mostly I just go with the flow no matter what I am feeling.       Just got back. Paid of Money Mart. One more peice of recage from the past down. My other cheque cashing card I threw in the garbage. Won"t be needing that peice of crap no more. Feels good to move ahead. Got my last welfare cheque today. Good ridence to that too. Welfare has helped me tremendously with a lot of things, and I am grateful that it is there to help, but time to move ahead. Got money in my pocket and no desire at all to use or drink. What a blessing that is. In the past I always wanted to use as soon as I got money, but that feeling is gone. I want to live and grow, not die. Things are just too good to want to fuck it up. Thank you so much Lord.