Tonight was a great meeting. They had this Dr. from Homewood. He was really good. Told his story about how he used drugs that he prescribed for patients and how he got out of it. It was really interesting. Felt really good to be with people who know me and respect me. Had a talk with my sponsor about doing some new stuff. Thought about G and the things she said. She seems to really be trying hard to get even, and all because of her feelings. In a way, I don't regret that I did say what I felt. I was concerned about her using the clonazepam, and what kind of person would I have been if I didn't say something. I bet none of the people that she talked about this to expressed any concerns about her medication. Maybe she just has some things to learn. Anyway I know that I tried to do whats right, and weather or not she understands I can't do anything about that. I do hope she does good, but I'm not going to beg. I said what I had to say, and if she chooses to forgive me or not I have no more to do with that. She even talks about me drinking over this. That's really insane. It's almost like she wants me to. That is sick. I'm not tho. I really have too much going for me and the future looks promising. No I'm in this for the long haul. I'm even happy that I don't have any thoughts about using. No, life really is too good for that.