4 weeks ago today

It was 4 weeks ago today at 2:00pm that my lovely wife of 40 years passed away. I'm sitting here at work, not really wanting to do anything. I'm in a fog. I have been in the restroom crying multiple times today. What set me off today was a call I got earlier today. We have for years bought our used cars from a little lot in our town who finances their own cars. Two brothers who Donna and I got to know very well over the last 10 or 15 years. I forgot to make my payment because of all that has been going on. He had tried to call my wife's phone which I have had disconnected. He never calls me and always her if we missed calling him. He called me and said he couldn't reach Donna and I broke up and told him the sad news. What really did it for me was that he started breaking up too. He was devastated. I was touched by his response but it really hit me. I have been a mess ever since I hung up with him.  
We never know who we touch in our lives and how our lives affect those around us. I hope she knows how much of an impact she has had in my life and others she touched.