4 days to go

It is only 4 days to go to the auction. The price indications for my house are not looking good and means that my budget is further reduced for bidding on the new place. I was desparate to talk to someone to get a second opinion on the numbers. The choices were limited and on a whim, I decided to ask for help from an ex boyfriend who is an accountant. We managed to get over the awkwardness of how things ended and I clarified to him that I was only after his brain and not his body:). We have always managed to joke around like that so talking large sums of money wasn't as difficult to broach. It meant I had to reveal my personal financial situation to him but I had to trust someone and the remaining choices would have caused more complications.
Last night I went for my yoga class and it was a great feeling. Very uplifting because it involves a spiritual discussion as well. My son has been unwell and came home from school early yesterday. He is going to be home today as well my ex tells me, but as I have to go to the council to find out some stuff about the new property first thing, I won't get him till 10am.
I slept from 9.30 to 3.00 in one go and then managed to fall back asleep till after 6am. Did have a really weird dream about kissing my ex and struggling to feel something. I don't understand everything that is going on with me, but it still amazes me that I am not a big crying mess two weeks after the breakup.....