I'm trying to live my life one day at a time. I really hate that I have a mental illnesses. My illnesses are controlling my life. I can't work or go to school because of my illnesses. I thank God for each day. I know it is going to take a long time for me to be stable. I suffer from major depression, anxiety, and borderline personality disorder. It is difficult trying to control them. I can only do the best that I can. I'm trying to get on disability. I know it is going to be a long process. I have so much free time. My mind wander a lot when I am free. I really don't have a hobby. I like to bake but it takes money to bake. I don't have any money. I am online all day. I don't go out as much. I hardly see my friends because they are busy with their lives. Oh well this is my life.