4/24/14
The campus where I work is where my ex and I met. It's a small campus with memories and ghosts all over the place. On MWF he is on campus teaching. Luckily (I guess) I don't see him. But still, it's difficult. It makes it harder to put him completely out of my head and heart.
This is a small town. Always something going on. There are events I tend to avoid because I expect "them" to be there. I don't like it that I do that...but...I just don't think I can bear to see them together. She's been here since the end of November and so far I have not seen them together at all. But, I find myself always on the lookout for them when I am in town.
I wish so much that there was a pill I could take that would erase him from my mind and my heart.....sigh.....someone start work on that, ok?
This is a small town. Always something going on. There are events I tend to avoid because I expect "them" to be there. I don't like it that I do that...but...I just don't think I can bear to see them together. She's been here since the end of November and so far I have not seen them together at all. But, I find myself always on the lookout for them when I am in town.
I wish so much that there was a pill I could take that would erase him from my mind and my heart.....sigh.....someone start work on that, ok?
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*Researching as we speak* Can I test it on myself instead of an ape?
hahaha.... only if you save some for me......GAH!!!!!
AGH! Sometimes I wish I had given in to my initial desire to put skunks under his house....
NOW-24 hours later he mentions my cat remark from yesterday and tells me \"theirs\" are all over the place..... gonna go bank my head against a brick wall now....