4 1/2 years no job!

Its been 4 1/2 years and no job.  I am doing everything in my power and nothing.
Its so frustrating.  I don't know how I can continue on this way.  I am existing and not living.  I am barely making it on CPP Survivor's Pension but I am still here.
I do not know what the divine plan for my life is but it sure sucks at the moment.  It doesn't help to ask the question Why or Why Me?  I get no answer.  It bothers me greatly as it effects my sleeping patterns.  I either stay awake till 1 or 2 a.m. and then go to sleep OR I go to sleep at 10 or 11:30 a.m. and wake up at 4 or 5 a.m. and either stay or wake or after one hour go back to sleep again.  This all sucks.
I am not a happy camper at the moment.
I wish everyone looking for work all the best and I hope you get what you are looking for.  We all deserve to be gainful and paid employed somewhere.
Diane B.

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Community LeaderShrn
Shrn

I am so sorry for all your dealing with. I know this is a very hard time for all of us trying to support ourself after dealing with such a tremendous loss. Hugs to you my friend. Sharon