I'm tired.  Didn't sleep well last night.  I can't function when I haven't had enough sleep.  Husband is working from home, kids are playing and I'm walking around like a zombie trying to function.  Wish I had someone to talk to.  No one is home that I call.  Depression is knocking at my door.  I can feel him.  He always seems to know when I'm tired and unable to cope.  He has impeccable timing.  Trying to stay positive.  Trying to make it through the day.  Wish someone was home.  The fog is entering my brain and I can't focus.  My sister wants to come over.  How I hate her.  When she comes, she brings a bag full of negativity and sarcasm.  I'm really not in the mood.  I don't have the strength to fight it off today.  Kids are fighting and I don't want to deal with it today.  I wish I could start this day over.