Today and yesterday have been a very good day.  Despite my parents efforts and their unexpected phone call, I didn't go into that horrible place.  Thank you God!  I've actually had a few moments to sit and watch a funny movie.  What a strange sound to actually hear myself laugh.  What a depression killer, Laughter.  I should try and do it more often.   I so appreciate all the hugs, flowers and presents that have been coming my way.  What a great spirit booster.  Thanks you my internet friends.  How I wish all people that are alone and depressed could be showered with such kindness.  Sounds like a mission to me! 

I pray that tomorrow will be just as great a day!