Today is Christmas Eve.  I'm preparing myself for a day of cleaning, wrapping presents, cleaning and more cleaning.  In laws are on the way and I'm not ready for them.  Who ever is?  Despite the endless list of chores and duties for today, there is a feeling of peace and contentment and I need to hold on to that.  I'm praying my monsters with not show up today or tomorrow.  I can hear my kids coughing and noses are running.  Boy...those depression monsters are knocking at my door!  I only hope I'm strong enough to not let them in, despite their strength at breaking down the door.  Peace and contentment, I need you!