Im so tired…..Ive been experiencing such intense anxiety lately that Ive been losing sleep, worrying, having a hard time focusing on things……..Im a mess. My body is sore and tired from a ton of snow shoveling today. My body is worn out and my emotions unstable. Feeling like the universe and my mind are out to get me. I simply don't feel well emotionally and physically and I don't know what to do about it. I hate the way I feel. Wish I felt better, this shit is getting old. Who knows, maybe I don't deserve to feel better. Maybe I did something in a past life that Im paying for now. Maybe Im just a bad person. I don't know…….
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(((hugs))) you\'re not a bad person, and you don\'t deserve this. Sending love to you, friend.
You don\'t deserve to feel like this, Pagan and you\'re not a bad person. I wish I could say something that\'ll make you feel better, but I\'ll send some love and hugs your way.
you are in pain my friend and it is engulfing you.. who wouldn\'t feel overwhelmed by that? none of us..... you are not a bad person... don\'t let your brain take you there and no you don\'t deserve this.... this fucking illness has you in it\'s grip.... it\'s your depressed brain trying to lure you into an even darker place... sorry to be blunt but tell it to fuck off.. you just need a break from it.. physically and emotionally... try and keep hanging in there Pagan..... there is much hope with the ECT.. .. please don\'t let a lying brain get the better of you x