Listening to some music and found myself thinking of a past love. I haven't thought about her in a long time. Maybe it was the songs that brought back the memories. They are mostly really good memories. We broke up for a reason…….actually several but I can't hold anything against her even though she did some things that hurt me…..then again I hurt her as well. We parted on good terms and we have even had a couple phone conversations since the breakup. I consider her a friend…..is that weird? She knows more about me and all my problems than most people in my life and she never judged me for my faults. I still care for her and miss her. Sometimes a memory can feel good and bad all at once. Im smiling and feel tears forming at the same time. We had something very special and I wonder…..will I ever find that again?
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some memories really are bittersweet... I\'m glad you had time with this woman in your life Pagan... even tho you didn\'t remain a couple it sounds like you gained such a great deal from the relationship and now friendship... and that is precious indeed
will you ever find it again? it\'s the question I ask myself and the only answer I can give is I don\'t know.... I hope so.. bcs we do have a lot of give.. I do believe that if we open our hearts then others will become receptive to us.... but when we are feeling vulnerable it\'s the last thing we want to do.. so maybe given a little time.... you can once again experience that which you have once experienced.. the knack of the game is to never give up xx
Not weird or abnormal. It\'s really awesome that you had such a connection, and she loved you for you - all of you. That\'s something really special to hold on to. Will you find that again? I don\'t know, honey. I cannot answer that (and I realize you didn\'t ask me to), but I hope that you do. There are good people out there, and I believe that the universe sets things up to happen at a certain time, when we are ready. Just have to keep going, doing what you do, and in time something will happen....I think it will.
It\'s good to hear from you, friend. ((hugs))
Music can bring up a lot of memories, both good and bad. Memories from past loves can be very bittersweet. I don\'t think its weird at all that you\'ve remained friends. I think it\'s great that you guys were still able to remain friends. It\'s nice to have someone in your life who loves you for all of you and doesn\'t judge you at all. Will you ever find that again? I don\'t know, I can\'t answer that for you, but I hope you can find it again. I how that fate works out in your favor and that you can find that again. ((Hugs))