Random thoughts

Didn't sleep well again last night. Not sure the cause. I think I just have a lot of personal stuff on my mind. Work was fine today but lately I don't get much enjoyment from it. I like my job, I like my company but its been very hard for me to deal with work. When I'm there I feel anxious, unsettled for some reason and I can't wait to be home and away from the world. My psychiatrist wants me to be more social, go out and interact with other humans but thats not that easy for a guy who's kept to himself most of his life. Sometimes I wish I didn't have such a hard time going out into the world and meeting new people, maybe I wouldn't be so lonely.He also mentioned support groups. I tried going to one but it did't feel right. I've been doing the on line support thing and its working so far.