39 Yr's ago...... Fri June 12, 2015

The RED IS FOR MY OLDEST SON. GO CARD'S.
39 Yr's ago today, i had a baby boy. 
He is and was the light of my life. He has moved away, far away and i miss him so much. Still have my youngest, wish he would move out, too old to be here w/ no job.I of course love him very much also, But i really miss my oldest son. saw him last yr for a few day's but he works so much and is married and she is legally blind so she cannot drive or work, so he has to work very hard all the time. I wish he wouldn't have moved away, but what can i do. I try to get a hold of him allot, but i don't think guy's like to talk on the phone like i do, neither one of my son's use a landline ever, everything is online. I need a landline. I like to talk. It looks like rain, supposed to storm here later. 
The big news
My bro in law is finally getting a kidney transplant today.
This is BIG. He has been on the list for a long time and doing that horribly painful dialysis, can't spell it. He is in the OR right now. He is a trooper, and in great shape, does everything the doc's say to the letter. 
He and my sis are such great people. 
I love them so much, kinda scared, worried, trying not to, but i am worried. Wouldn't say that to sis, and she doesn't want anyone up there now, im going to help her clean, i know, that's funny, the house will have to be very sanitary for when he comes home and he will be on anti rejection med's for the rest of his life. I hope we can get it clean enough. I see a lot of Googling in our future. OK 
oh ya, i renewed the lease today also. was there at 11 a.m. so i am very tired. its getting ready to really storm and i'm worried also about SNOW my dove sittin on her egg's in that storm. Hope nothing happens to her or her babies, that would really make me sad. She is my friend and pet even though she is outside. I don't know were CHARMING is? That's the daddy. My Dove's, My names.
OK need to eat something soon. more later......
UPDATE--- Just found out the kidney is attached and so far so good. YAY  OK that is really all for now, must eat.. Hug's....