Stayed for just half an hour if even that. I couldn't bare seeing him like that. HE was in soo much pain, I could see he was trying not to let out any cries but every now and then he would complain of the pain in his left leg. He had been given all the morphine that they could give him. All he wanted was to go to bed so he kept asking, said he wanted to sleep. He looked terrible :(  I felt awful. Couldn't have stayed there much longer :(  I am going to go and see him tomorrow before my backshift. I wish I wasn't working at all and I could go and see him twice. I think this might be it :(

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my prayers are with you hayley, i hope you get to see ur granadad, you will get through this, i really do hope you feel strong, be strong for your ur mum and i really do wish that you will be happy! xxxx
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so sorry mate.Keep being strong for him.Proud of you