I'm so scared of what might happen overnight :( Tomorrow morning mum and gran are going to the hospital to discuss with the doctor what is happening and if anything has occured tonight. Should anything major happen during the night they are going to phone (although God forbid anything to happen)  I feel so sick and scared of the uknown. I am terrified for my poor gran and my mother. I want my grandpa to stay with us for a little longer. I wish he could stay much longer but that isn't an option at all anymore. My gran needs him, we all need him. Its 00:46, I should be in bed but I can't sleep. I know its a Friday night, but meh, just wasn't in the mood to do anything tonight. I wish we could all just be happy and live forever together in peace. If only. I don't want tomorrow to come :(