Meh =/ I thought everything was fine today. Now I just feel kinda shitty. Don't know whats brought it on. I have the rose sitting next to my bed that I have to take up soon. I think the point of the anniversary only being round the corner is getting too much to think about.  Why the hell can my mood change so damn quickly! It's not the first time its happened. I'm just so sick of it! Why can't I just stay happy for one day! Just one day!