Feeling better today, not really sure why that is.  I drank last night by myself, usually after drinking I feel worse but I guess the way I was feeling last night things can only get better.  I appreciate the support from others on this website.  I think I'll try to clean my apartment and put some music on, I always feel better when my apartment is clean.  I love music too, it's much better for me then having the tv on.  I just got a few new cd's (Amy Winehouse is awesome, I love her!).