ok i want a yellow man on here with a tear running  down  his  face  for the  days that my  pain  feels so bad inside  please  ,please can  we have one -i want to cry so much  the  inside  pain of e is  killing me darn it i hate this  emotional roller coaster .i will not crumble for  if i start crying i will  never stop  ,so i push it  down and its so hard  at times