yellow guy ,,,,,,,,,may 31 HHHHHHHHHHHappy anniversarry ''""''''31 years to the right  guy ,god was good on that one now pleae i need to  know  whats up  ,,,,,i woke up to  running water i  was in  a absence sz .husband said  had been  for  40 min .o please not on our  special day god  dont  do this  ,i cried  as it seems the  pain is so real inside ,i want to be normal ,i want to  hold my husband and grow old  with  him and  not  let  my  world slip away  from  me ,we raised our  kids ,we wwere there  for them  ,loved our  kids ,we did  all we  could now  this  i  dont  get  it  please o plese