dear yellow dude ,                                                                              awwwwwwwwwww here it is may  29 ,husbands birthday -how  very special .so much is  happening here ,first i am  feeling  better --yet i do not  feel  back  to normal and this  scares me as  always before i  have felt  like myself in a matter of hours -just not as top of things  yellow  friend  know what i mean .almost  feel stupid ......                  i am hoping it was  because i had 2 szs on the  23rd i got on here and wrote and laid  back  down and  had another one  a coupla hours later i had knew i was  as  my  stomach  was hurting  so much and in  waves and  i hate that so i hope this will  pass  on how i feel .             i gotta go  friend