here it is almost 2 in the morn .husband woke me said i was whempering in my sleep ,i laid down at 1 ,i was right that things are going bad little yellow guy ,i can feel this feeling in me and then totonight at 11 i had to grab milk and bread and cat food when i checked out and got to my car and got it started ,and tryed to come home it kept dying ---it woulndnt run and here
came
the tears ---they woulnt stop --i got the car down to the lower lot but it wouldnt go and the tears were deep sobs like i had before with e thst i dont undersrtand like i have lost my best friend or something major important to me ---they go on and on and i have to let these deep crying hurt painful sobs out ,i sat there until midnight as i knew my husband showed up with a strong shoulder to let me lean on ,but i am having problems again and i know its due to the stress of register and i just hate this yellow dude as i should be asleep this is when i i really start winding up in trouble when i dont get the sleep .