So trying to get happy. Been on medicine two weeks. I almost feel worse. I'm super sensitive lately and tear up so easy even when i know it's ridiculous to be upset at what was said. Still trying to get things in order to move. I'm sad about it though. I will be alone for the first time in life. Always have lived with someone.  My anxiety has been thru roof. Saw counceler once and next appointment 32nd of April. It sucks not having anyone to talk to. Been on this downward spiral. Got to get better soon. 23 weeks pregnant and counting.