Finally have been able to get some mental help. Although they did intake interview I have still not seen counselor. I've seen doctor and have been put on meds. Prozac and buspirone. Still pretty depressed only been week on meds. They want me to do group counseling but I'm terrified. I just have alot going on. I am now 21 weeks pregnant with a baby girl. I'm trying to find an apartment. I've had every Saturday with my two kids that live with dad. I'm glad on the bond we are getting back. I to to court for judge to sign off on our custody agreement at end of month. It's a bitter sweet end. Glad it'll be over but the papers we drew up only give me everyother weekend and half summer. I really miss them. Just trying to gain the confidence I need to face this world alone. It's a big scary place and my anxiety is thru the roof with all the stress and life changes.