Will try to address some of the comments made by others to my journai, and want to thank you for the support. "I like to get lost" I think I understand what you mean. I too like to get lost but am incresingly having a hard time getting back home when the camping trip should be over. "How long have you had RA? What drugs are you on?" Diagonest about 20 tears ago. Currently Mtx, humira, folic acid, ambin cr, zoloft, asprin."maybe you should tell your Dr." Have tried to express myself to my primary care Dr and my Rheumatologist as honestly and completely as possible."long honest talks with your wife?" Yes and no or no and yes. I honestly try, but many times it seems to cause more stress for both of us.