It seems so strange that life is so easy and so hard. Some people understand some don't. I am jealous of those who smile often and laugh from the heart. I have not been able figure anything out. Not for lack of trying. At least I can rest more peacefully knowing I tried. How many know what I mean? I need to know. I feel so alone.smiley-frown.gif

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I know how you feel I too suffer from depression and today am finding it hard not toshout at the family. I think Im feeling weird but I have got a sinis infection.
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depression is a nasty demon to fight... especially alone... coming here has helped me a long.. I journal a lot, message my people & the boards when I am ropes end. No it is not quite the same as having a person in the flesh to care, but we are all real. *hugs*
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i do know how you feel, it seems sometimes that there are more bad days than good. i am going through a similar situation now. keep your chin up and it will get better (at least that is what everyone tells me)
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That is exactly how I feel at the moment. All of my friends are happily married and expanding their families but here I am starting all over. I am depressed for so many reasons and I feel even more sad and lonely when others are happy. Nobody seems to understand. I try to find things I enjoy to keep my mind of if the things that make me sad, sometimes it works and others it does not. Your not alone...you are reaching out to others and that is what you need to do.