Tuesday

J's doctor appt is tomorrow, not Thursday.  Kinda glad.  Kinda scared.  I want to know what is or is not going on with him.  He had gone several days completely normal and pain free.  It was great.  I want to be able to take a worry-free vacation next week, and the weekend after that.  Arrgh.  I am hoping to be able to put some anxiety to rest.  I want so much to feel better.  I am so sick of the thrum of electricity running through me all of the time.  I want normal...
 
I have exercised Sunday, Monday and Tuesday.  Good job!