So here's a thought. What if I enjoy solving problems soooo much, and that I like really challenging problems, that I fear if I solve this monumental problem I have, I'll be out of things to worry about and I'll be forced to enjoy life instead of ruminate over my 'problem'?You know, I'm just crazy enough to think like that!
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I think you have a point.... solve it and make life happen!!!!
Here\'s what I suspect now: I am seriously avoiding something. Some fear. I am beginning to think about what I like doing. I know that I have discussed philosophy whenever I could. I enjoy logic and reasoning, truth. I sense consistencies. I know I\'m highly analytical; my interest in construction is based on the opportunities to solve physical problems and the feeling of their appearance. I even enjoy this discusssion group. Something more is behind this. More humor, to create endorphines to relax the tension of negative subliminal thoughts. I get some intuitive hits when my mind is blank. Onward through the fog. I did email the graduate degree advisor, to discuss my interests in the field. Wait...wait for the wall to crumble under the constant beating for the right solution, persistance eventually pays off.