I feel excellent out of habit, and denial...! Trying to learn all I can read about ADD's effect on me so I can choose a better career. Between jobs now, just finished a three year construction job in south Texas. I need more focus on my feelings and desires, needs and understanding how to apply my most satisfying talents and abilities, once I determine what they are. Lots of soul-searching. Plus trying to ajust my meds, being totally aware of my thoughts & divergent impulses, keeping an eye on finances since there is some out-go but no income at this moment. I have been impatiently waiting for my little truck to be repaired (I blew the engine moving home from the "Valley" because I was obsessed with trying to get home with a leaking waterpump; it didn't work out the way I planned) since I still have belongings down there and almost everyone of my associates have left the site. Now that I have my truck, I need to break-in the new engine for 500 miles before I can make the 4 hour drive (one way) without blowing another engine! Then begin to sell myself, which for people who have low self-esteem abhor doing................you know, I'm feeling a little stressed right now. I believe I'll stop here!