Yesterday on the bus on the way to work, I started crying and felt rejected and alone.  I had paper and wrote these lyrics. On a bus trying to pay the bills trying hard to get the right pillsLife feels like just the upside of a hillKeep saying it will be ok. Loneliness hugs me like a cold blankettry to stay warm but I can't seem to shake itNot so proud of me but I know how to fake itKeep saying life will be just fine Rejection recieved every time I blinkNothing to offer to anyone but what I thinkTry steadying my nerves as I feel myself sinkstart asking "life will turn out, right?" Guilt is building to a cumbersome finaleCresendoing to a very heavy endingRestless and aching I feel no connectionsStart feeling  somethings not right More will come to this song later but that's it for now.