Birthday

Today was my birthday. The first important day and my husband was not there to celebrate with me. I have lied to people so they do not worry about me. All I want is to be left to just take care of my dogs and cats. I don't want to date right now it is just to hard for me to consider opening up to someone else.
With all of my medical problems I think it is just better for me to focus on me and my animals.