dream
I had a dream I had a home with a mom and Andrew was there. we had beds with pillows and the mom was really nice and liked us. in the dream we were eating in the backyard, I was eating! I don't know what we were eating but I was eating lot and I wasnt sick and she had a pool and we were swiming and happy and I could swim and had no tubes and no pain. Andrews back still had scars all over it but he was smiling and happy and not worryed and then I woke up. we were happy.
the foster dad is coming home and foster moms all freaked out and has Andrew cleaning everything and shes drinking already. tomorows Andrews birthday, hes going to be 14. wish I could do something for him like a gift or cake or something. he said hes never celebrated it before so it don't mean anything but it should mean something. my last birthday I was in the hospital and the nurse gave me, I don't know what its called but its those chocolate cupcake looking thing with the white curvy lines on top and white yum stuff inside and she sang me happy birthday. she was really nice to me and a few times when I would wake up from a bad dream she would sit by my bed and hold my hand.
think I need lay back down. will try writing more later because my head is full and I need to empty it.
the foster dad is coming home and foster moms all freaked out and has Andrew cleaning everything and shes drinking already. tomorows Andrews birthday, hes going to be 14. wish I could do something for him like a gift or cake or something. he said hes never celebrated it before so it don't mean anything but it should mean something. my last birthday I was in the hospital and the nurse gave me, I don't know what its called but its those chocolate cupcake looking thing with the white curvy lines on top and white yum stuff inside and she sang me happy birthday. she was really nice to me and a few times when I would wake up from a bad dream she would sit by my bed and hold my hand.
think I need lay back down. will try writing more later because my head is full and I need to empty it.
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