I don't know
didn't get to go to the dr today because she said she hasn't goten paid yet for me and shes not wasting her money. feeling worse, don't think pain pumps working enough and I can't feel my leg most the time and it hurts to move it. I want see John but I know hes busy. I haven't write dad and iv dint know if any letters went Johns. probky not. I made a bed on the floor with trash bags because I didn't want to make get mad if I get her couch wet. I just want lay there all day and not move because moving hurts and the feedings I b feel dumb doing because whats the point? I just keep praying I don't wake up.i want everything to be done.
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Does your social worker or caseworker know that you are posting here? It would probably be good if they could read your posts.
no but my counselor do
That is good. It\'s good that you can come here and share what you\'re feeling and what is going on with you. You are also a very good write for your age. It\'s awesome that you have such a talent. It\'s important for the world to learn about your experience. Until I began reading your journal, it had never occurred to me that there were children in your situation. It breaks my heart and I wish there was something I could do.
my counselor says I\'m good at writing to. she sent me a email to write I think she called it end of life plan. its like a list but kinda also like a story but not really. I\'m guna write her 2 them. 1 is fiction and that means not real but wish it was and the other non fiction which means real
That\'s good that you have your counselor. And writing is a good idea - even if it is fiction. Fiction is awesome because it allows your imagination room to really fly. Nonfiction sometimes can be limiting. If I were in your situation, I would write like crazy... just all my honest thoughts, feelings, dreams, wishes, everything.
Also I forgot to say - that is a good idea to write her two - one fiction and one nonfiction. That\'s so smart! :)
thanks