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I wonder what I was in my previous life. I must of been a very bad person.
options. yesterday me, my social worker, my advocate and my brother had to talk about options. doctors think chemo will slow things down. maybe surgery to but none of thats guna stop it. options are stay in the hospital as much as insurance allows, stay home and come into the hospital on certain days and then go home, foster home if they can find someone that don't mind dealing with all this or go to a hospice home. John didn't say anything about any of them except that if I hadn't been in foster homes then maybe I wouldn't be dead in a few months. he said that. dead in a few months. dead.
options. I don't think John wants me here. I don't want to go to another foster home. I don't want to be alone in the hospital. I don't want to be alone in a hospice home. they gave me a brochure on it, it has all old people. it's where old people go to die when they don't have someone to take care of them.
options. John had no opinion. my social worker says she thinks the hospital. my advocate says stay with John. they want to know what I think. I want to know what John thinks.
they might put a pain pump in.
options. yesterday me, my social worker, my advocate and my brother had to talk about options. doctors think chemo will slow things down. maybe surgery to but none of thats guna stop it. options are stay in the hospital as much as insurance allows, stay home and come into the hospital on certain days and then go home, foster home if they can find someone that don't mind dealing with all this or go to a hospice home. John didn't say anything about any of them except that if I hadn't been in foster homes then maybe I wouldn't be dead in a few months. he said that. dead in a few months. dead.
options. I don't think John wants me here. I don't want to go to another foster home. I don't want to be alone in the hospital. I don't want to be alone in a hospice home. they gave me a brochure on it, it has all old people. it's where old people go to die when they don't have someone to take care of them.
options. John had no opinion. my social worker says she thinks the hospital. my advocate says stay with John. they want to know what I think. I want to know what John thinks.
they might put a pain pump in.
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