tired
I'm so tired all the time and I hurt. the tube I think is healing ok but it was leaking today but I think the nurse had said that can happen and just make sure it doesn't come out. no letter from dad. John has been gone a lot. I've been watching a lot of iCarly. I feel empty inside, like something is missing. I don't know, maybe I'm just tired. I wish i had a mom then maybe she could lay next to me so I don't feel so alone. the kid I shared a room with at the hospital, his mom did that. she would lay next to him and read or sing to him. I wish i could remember the song she sang, it was really pretty. I think I'll add to my to do list, maybe that will help.
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