Where is my baby, why is he not with me? why can I not feel him, smell him, laugh with him now? I hide these thoughts, they scream inside of me every day as I try to live and move forward. I can not let them go as i can not let him go.....I ache for him, so desperately, so quietly, with rage, futility, hurt, agony and longfulness.

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Idahomom
Idahomom

Praying for your peace and healing.LYL Tonya
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deleted_user

Hi good to read a journal from u I\'m sending u my prayers and hugs and thinking of you iread bout ur new therapy does it have a name? Let me know how it works sounds worth a try but I agree with what u said about ur heart not working that way I feel same I wish I could get certain thoughts out of my head but it is a constant battle much love kate