I'm having an emotional night....suprise! The day went like a train wreck, but nothing exploded, so, hey, progress of some sort! I woke up early and thought I had a good start. Well, I typed and printed and copied and mailed info for the parole board where my ex is in prison at, info for the judge here in town where I'm at to get another restraining order and, the good stuff, faxes to my school that i will be starting on the 28th....my degree will be, one day, Associates of Arts in Psychology....hmmm, neat, just a little. Okay, I honestly am not into the worldliness of psychology but as I said, it will open many doors for me should I need them. So, i'm excited.I don't want to get overwhelmed still....i just feel so weird still. My ex is too much for me to deal with honestly, the running around to keep him away from us has brought back siome discontenting feelings. My head was raging by the time I got home, I hardly ever get headaches and this one was bad. I loathe all of this but it will soon be over, one day soon. Then, i won't look back. Blahh on looking back...lol.Levi tugged my heart today often. Of course. I cried and laughed here and there....I must seem like a huge basketcase to the outside world! Maybe i can find that ammusing instead of bothersom from now on because,. I think that I'm going to be a little bit of everywhere for a while more.I have to attend a class tomorow to get my new restraining order, I'll be glad when it is accomplished. the class isn't necessary for me but i think taht it's required now.Anyway, I'm tired. take care everyone.With Love,Lins